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How do you deal with stress?

When I get stressed out, I get angry. I don’t think I noticed it before I started working, and I think it’s changed since I was in school. When I get rushed and stressed, I start biting people’s heads off. It’s just like the beginnings of my southern accent — I can hear it, and I know it’s there, but I can’t stop it.

It’s like this horrible person that comes out in moments of high stress, and I hate it. What about you? When you get stressed out, what kind of person do you become? Are you angry? Do you tend to cry, or get really tired? Or are you one of those dad-blasted people who are always calm?

First things first… New Music Monday, which means there’s a new song in my sidebar. Check it out!

Anyhow, I had all this stuff to say, and then I took time to upload the new song and change the files I needed to, and now I’ve totally forgotten what I was going to say! And thus, we threaten to enter the realm known as pointless blogging. I do it much more than I should.

Camp’s on right now. To be honest, I haven’t heard of very many people going this year. Of course, I’ve been somewhat slacking in my CYF duties as of late, and there’s probably a million people that are going that I should know about… but I don’t. And all of the old regulars, or even the semi-old regulars, aren’t going to be there… with very few exceptions. It’s strange. I had no desire to go this year, no more than a fleeting desire for a few minutes that was easily dismissed.

Found out later that I wasn’t actually invited this year, but that’s besides the point.

But it’s weird, because I’d mark each year with the passing of Camp Yeshua. I’ve been running the forum for… goodness, almost two years now? I’ve gone every year except the very first (and honestly, I don’t even think I was Messianic that long ago).

It doesn’t bug me, because everyone I truly want to be connected with… I already am. I just need some kind of monumental event for this summer so I can keep track of the years later.

Anyone up for a monumental summer event?

I went to myspace today and did two things. First, I closed my account. Myspace is stupid and pointless, anyway. So if you were my friend, sorry… my account is gone. Gone!

The second thing I did was sign up for a new account. Myspace really is stupid and pointless, but you need it to see, like, half of the people on there. Soo, I’ve got a new account.

I’m actually going to cross-post a lot of my entries here, so that people actually come here. If you see duplicates, that’s why.

That’s all.

Edit: I added a new feature to the site today. See, there on the sidebar, under “Featured Music”? Click it. You should get a little pop up with whatever song I’m featuring at the time and a little description as to why. Music has a huge influence in my life, so it’ll be fun to share it with you guys.

If the pop-up or the player doesn’t work, make sure you’ve got javascript enabled and flash player installed.